complicated

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 14:39:01 GMT

morning! Or should i say afternoon! I got at 1 today coz i didnt get to sleep till like 3am! Just completed fifa street!! i rule!
Its gay night tonight at the washington!Ive been goin there for years so i know every1 there but its always a good laugh. Gaz saz emz lynz n soph go too n we have a dance n a giggle! Im stayin at sophs tonight. i love snugglin up 2 her at night n fallin asleep :O)
well thats it for now

bye bye

HMMMM

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 01:13:00 GMT

oK so im a lesbian! Ive been thinking about how hard it was to come out because i know alot of people who havent yet... LIfe as a lesbian isnt like you see on the L word ok guys altho id love to live in Hollywood with a bunch of stunning lesbo friends especially if they looked anythin like shane! But in the real world its not like that. When your friends and family havent got a clue ud rather b with a girl than a boy theyre guna b a lil shocked. You have to understand your mum or ur dad have a certain ideal of what they want you to be. Every parent does. So you have to really explain to them what it means to you. Being gay is who you are and no pill from the doctor is going to change that! Once you come out life is a blast! You dont have to hide the fact your going to a gay club or lie to them about a "friend" thats coming over. You can be 100% yourself and that will make you happy. Im soo happy now that ive come out. i feel free!

Talkin bout the L word season 1 comes out here on the 20th although i already have it and season 2 on dvd hehehe! It wicked.

hii

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 00:56:09 GMT

hello all

Im gemma and in 20. I live in north wales. Thought id use the first entry to tell you abit about me since the details bit isnt very big! Im quite a layed back person but i do like to have control of my own life. I duno i get annoyed when people start tellin me what to do. I think lifes to short to be a follower you have to make ur own way the way you want it. I love music. I work in HMV because i think its the only place id want to work for now while in doing my Media foundation degree at college. The atmosphere there is layed back but you learn so much bout DVDS and music n film so if u like all that stuff get a job at HMV youll love it! My friends are my world. I have a group of friends who ive hung round with for years n we get on soo well we are almost like family. It is very rare to find people who you click with n we know how lucky we are. I like to have time to myself as in i enjoy my own company just on the days where i feel the need for solitude. It relaxes me when i dont have to make an effort to smile for once n i can just be me. I am quite complicated sometime n i think too much. Small things feel like mountains too me. But i like myself. Im comfortable with how i am n who i have around me!

howdy!!

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 00:44:09 GMT

Hi

Well my friend tom told me about this site so i thought id join too so here i am!
Been ill recently so lifes been slow. I was surposed to be goin to manchester today but i couldnt seem to get out of bed!! Oh well so i spent the day playing on fifa street which i must say im a pro at now! Then i went to pick up Soph n she played on fifa n Tom came round! I havent seen him in ages so it was nice but hes goin to Paris on friday so hes off again!!
My one determinatiom is to go down to somerset to see my friend Amy coz ive been sayin ill go for bout a year now n havent got round to doin it! So im guna do some exta hours at work ( in HMV by the way) so i can go! So yeh. Watched the Green Mile a few weeks ago! What am amazing film! I really admire Tom Hanks i think hes an amazing actor who can virtually play any role! Oh n i went to see Mr n Mrs Smith too...Angelina Jolie mmmmmm hehe!
I think im just finding my feet again after comin outta a serious relationship. Ive changed alot since. Kinda found who i am again! I like who i am now i think im more relaxed n determined to do what i wana do. Thing is with me if sum1 tells me what to do i wont do it unless i want too. People find that annoyin but its how i like to be. You should only follow your own path i think!